begins. Nowish.
I have a strange habit of giving away for free no paywall my jottings (for 15 years).
And in fact it is all really about one theme: enduring, but finding REAL useful lessons along The Odyssey..
And landlope (never any earphones on and no one ever phones he hahh hahh) is the best mode for inwardly pondering upon the important useful aspects of even years being Lazarus (i am not quite sure he is the right archetype) or some lostish philosopher for years trudging around very barren Wastelands. In fact it is wrong to say 'pondering upon' as i don't think we have a 'choice' of things to figure are they good or bad, it is merely a case of in some modes of being all the 'bad' events pop back into ones head and the useful positive aspects are visible as if some revelation or light providing burning bush... when you thought all was dark.
The 'end' of the journey - a few i shared with as being maybe positive, is not the purpose and does not make on genuinely 'happy'..it's the enduring and some useful insights upon the meditative meandering ...with forward mementum, bodily... that are the purpose. In my book.
But one has to have a bit of a twist to a tale. This one has one.
LOTS of audios between first one August and just yesterday, to imclude as first draft but most are merely chapters i can copy out into a bookform.
Living 100% off grid for three years i have limited battery and most of my electronic equipment is on its last legs. But the struggle is ALWAYS worth it, if for no other reason to eventually get a few sane things down in print or even other 'media' - print works best...always has always will.
My problem is a love a happy ending (Reader on the 6.27 a superb example of suspense until) but i am not sure others believe in them too.
