But is complete - in about 15 audios usually waffled as i landlope.
STill to add in here.
And only has good energy.
But...until yesterday i didn't think it may be possible to encounter someone at least partly in the same mode
Maybe to 'save' her.. life? health? sanity?
None of my business but i can smell via my radar as i told her a ... someone not at one with who they had to become (back then, not now..i know authentic now!) ...and even 'process' those mistaken innocent years... and who is walking to power on through the utter swamp of cant and vanity everything is...especially her once profession - but one of many...
And yes.. I am ultra intellectual of the development of concepts such as "PTSD."..
... every cell in the body refreshes every 2 years or if brain cell 7...
the Gabor Mate type traps (for his own youtube advrev benefit) of all these 'labels' is horrendous.. trauma ptsd...
etc
i do not think REALLY license people to be free
(all we want! surely)
They may temporarily give relief (or excuse to RIGHTLY claim sick pay or early retirement) after a terrible experience or exhausting period attempting to do good work and discovering it impossible...but in time we evolve through all - if i can ANYone can... ...and i wonder if the label-traps are not quite counter productive medium term
as my other site riffs upon somewhat cryptically merely as i rev up to rewrite things more sanely and openly, soon...even if the liminal (correct definition: surfing the choppy waters of the 'boundary layer' for example between the upper reaches of atmosphere and dead space above) insane version is FAR FAR more human and fun.... and alive. Cos it is life one needs to find how to live...on.
Cos unless we laugh at it all... there is no hope... even some extremely repressed ex public school boys with i am quite sure multiple 'personality disorders' (BPD .. knew when they tried to changed the world with their Monty Python...
US...we are the joke.....
DAMN HER!
this excellent chat with a great mind Fleischman...or goodish describes (THE SEX STUFF IS CLICKBAIT) how in her work she sees major 'borderline personality disorder' increase among women she states...sexistly... from nine i know it is mentoo...
but now stuck behind paywall when over a year it was free on her original pod site... even Meg has BPD
which in fact is MERELY an inability to operate fairly rationally much of the time (or ever MEAN WHAT YOU SAY)...
And is usually present in anyone who had a fucked up childhood with lots of confusion - taking a decade or more to understand then slowly rise above...
And i believe is the only useful term for most 'behavioural' issues from compulsion addiction to most 'mental illness'...
And in fact in good old Yankee terrorist way (they started to do in DSM 20+ years ago) all these terrifying sounding labels (REAL science also states this - hard edged 'diagnoses' words actually cause serious negative mindbodily stuff in fgact cause earlier death on average according to some recent stats research)
really traumatise you!!!
mindbodily
i prefer nice bubble-word, for 'BPD' perhaps the best simple label : discombobulation
and in time as long as you dont watch gabor or all the other fey failed prostitutes of...... only themselves... you can bounce your way through and on.... eventually.
https://meghandaum.substack.com/p/do-you-have-what-it-takes-to-be-polyamorous
sexist Diana " real explosion of BPD mainly among American women.." ...wrong... it's just as mantoo
And it takes two to tango anyway...
if like me your only religion is NEVER paying for anything, here it is for free
and i do everything for free such as it has been on my to do list a year to listen again and get some good quotes out. (and juxtaposing them against my real library of real evolutionary everything.... Gould: " hmmm..its all a bit fluffily complex and maybe we are completely wrong" sexy Dawkins " It ..IS [cos my computer says it will be]"
but NEVER trust a yank theyre worse than brits with their smart new words "civilisational" ugghhhhh... nor can they say 'less is more' nor think that 'disgust' is all in the mind... and a cultural mindbody matter ... and both are plastic. Like your toothpaste; As long as you don't watch the holocaust of Gabor movies with his film star act telling you he has all you ever needed to know...so as you can blame something else, out of your 'control' ... rather than..
....doing what is next.
Clean the bogs for a living, cos you want to, and it is extraordinary how quickly ones mind alters...no drugs involved.
And all yanks cannot read the great writers whom even 30 years ago were huffing and puffing over the 'twins studies' being very problematical....
Because they are obsessed with what next rather than learning about what we really are.... a classic fatherless child of a nation.
Except " it took several years of stalking to marry him.." uggh if she weren't taken i would have gone back to uni to learn how not to think just to get credentiallated so as to....
LANDLOPE remains back on track now - just this wonderful summer - tales of........especially as i have a copy at last of their awful Path....